I believed in happy-endings.
Maybe because I let myself indulge,
In the feelings of happiness and joy.
But no happy ever afters and fairy-tale endings exist,
I realized now.
Now that I cant have him.
Him that my young innocent heart adored,
for years now.
Adoration that turned to be love nurtured
Love nurtured inside of me.
Love developed but not reciprocated.
<sigh>
If only I can teach my heart whom to fall in live with,
And if only falling out of love is as easy as learning my ABC...