Someone made a promise to me once.
She told me goodbyes in our mouth would never have any chance.
But now she's nowhere to be found, I don't know why.
I don't even know if she's okay, all I knew was that I did cry.
A tear fell from my eye.
And another followed, why oh why.
I thought we promised each other.
Or can't you just even remember?
I could still recall every word you said.
But those words, in the thin air faded.
You promised me, oh you promised me.
But, i know, sometimes promises are not meant to be.
Those promises you said, where are they?
I just can't believe you left without a say.
I thought our friendship's eternal.
But you disappeared unexpectedly, pal.
Maybe I'm just used to the feeling.
That I can just poke you when life's too boring.
And maybe I just missed the conversations we had.
And the conference calls that enlightened me whenever I felt bad.
Four days ago we had our last communication.
You were happy then when I texted you congratulation.
I never thought that that would be my last text to you.
And now I'm thinking so hard of what I did that made you let go.
The first three days, I was okay.
Reasoning out that you were just busy.
But then earlier this day, my tears leaked.
When I remembered the Facebook account that you deactivated.
Maybe I'm just emotional over that one.
But how can we communicate if it's gone.
I can't even reach you on your phone.
And it it made me worry especially when I'm alone.
It hurts, and I was hurt.
For I treated you like a sister's worth.
But I'm not angry or whatsoever.
No I'm not, for in my heart, you're very dear.
My tears really pooled this day.
I just can't seem to stop it, I can't find a way.
Sadness, loneliness, hurt engulfed me.
When I remembered what you did say.
"No Goodbyes", those were the words.
The words you texted me when I was once bored.
And then we promised not to utter goodbye.
Never, was what we said, now I can only sigh.
They told me not to be bothered.
But I just can't believed you disappeared.
How can I be okay when I'm very affected?
You didn't even left a note nor you texted.
How can you do this to me, to us.
You left suddenly in a hush.
We don't have any idea were you went.
And I want to be angry with you, but I can't.
One certain song pooped in my mind, then I remembered.
"Sometimes goodbyes are not forever", it said.
Then half-way in writing this literary piece.
I noticed your name in my notification list.
A bucket-full of tears fell from my eyes.
When I realized that you never really said goodbye.
It was just the freak in me who reacted.
The freak who had her reactions exaggerated.
I was overjoyed, but tears continuously fell.
I can't even believe that your being online was real.
You explained the situation you've undergone.
And I laughed to myself for the crying I've done.
But this is just me, and I just missed her.
The moments we had, though we're not personally together.
And now I'll be missing her more and more.
For I have to be permanently gone, but expect that it won't be forever.