I was once so lost.
With nothing, not even my self-confidence to boast.
I was child of silence and oblivion.
With only loneliness as my companion.
I've never got the chance to mature up.
For in this naivety, I was fully entrapped.
Trapped in his world of juvenility.
This world that comes to bore me to insanity.
And then I got a chance to escape.
But more confusion to me was draped.
I then wished I never let my dark familiar environs.
For there I know where to find solace in times of confusions.
I roamed around every dark alleys.
Rumagging the sidewalks with answers to my queries.
But then I found a gaped door, enticing me to set a foot in.
which I reluctantly did, but was the amazed by he different colors I've never once seen.
In my Stygian life,
I've always been wishing for a spark of light.
But not just a flicker gleamed,
For a whole spectrum of light in my face beamed.
You painted my null life with shining gold.
You shaded my dreams with red, so bold.
You hinted my dusky and drab thoughts wih bright yellow.
You tinted with scintillating blue all of my unlit hollows.
You dyed with lustrous orange every corners of my unilluminated insides.
You tinged with lively green all of the parts of me that almost died.
You toned my wan complexion with glossy pink.
You stained the glooms of my skies with the most glowing white I could ever think.
The once lost child was never to be seen.
Replaced by a woman with so much curiosity to quench.
Sipping every tidbits of information I could glean.
Covering with exuberant and vivacious images all of my memories of that sable place I've been.
I am a changed woman in every aspects that you'll see.
For you inspired me to be who I want to be.
I am a woman with a good and straight look at the future,
Just because I took a peep at your door.
I never thought change could be this good.
Bu I am adjusting as contentedly as I could.
I am making my way in achieving my dreams that was once ruined.
Letting my pessimistic thoughts be carried by the winds.
Oh. of all he great things you did,
Can I ever pay your every good deeds?
Of every ideas and thoughts you installed in my mind,
Can I ever replace it in kind?
Can I ever pay all the things to you I'm indebted?
Can I ever return every lessons in my mind you fed?
Can I ever recompense you for supplying my every literary needs?
At least, let me thank you for waking up my once sleepy head.
I never thought that I could reach this point of my life.
When writing my thoughts is not anymore a strife.
You restored and encouraged every savable fibers of my being.
That was never destructed by that catastrophic world I was residing.
I never had a dream that was fulfilled, I recall.
But now, dreaming and wishing are very much possible.
I never thought these yearnings would be set.
But it did, when we two met.
2 comments:
i wrote this with my TOP family in my mind..
aw..,and the site..
because of the site, i was motivated to write again.
they made me pick up my pen again and had me starting to scribble down on my fave paper.
They're not just a site on where i put my thoughts, but the site that made pause for a thought on what I really wanted in my life.
And because of you, i had my six-feet-under-the-ground self-confidence uplifted.
I'll always thank God for leading me to the right path I am now. So thankful that I am where I want to be.
and again, I'll never get tired of saying this:
I FINALLY FOUND MY HEAVEN AND HAVEN ON EARTH..
PS: ung pra sa mga kaadikan ku..ung poe ku para sa inyu, na traffic pa..bagal ng usad..
bz-bzhan ang cute na adik eeh..hihi..7stanzas pa lang..haha..
hala! chillax lang! O_O
ganda ng pagkaka composed ah! feeling ko para lang sa akin yan, haha! dyok!
keep writing... and keep writing, may TOP man o wala, okies? ^^
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